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Sunshine

It could be anyone
But don't want it to be me
Walking that road again
The chill scares me
I wanna walk on the sun
You be shining on me like the sun
Could you be my sunshine?

I am scared ; alike a broken glass
But how do you do it?
Putting me together. 
Healing my pieces.
Could you be my indissoluble light?

And you tell me about your plans
And make me wonder where i fit?
Feels like i am trying to spill your cup
I fight to tell you how i feel
I talk to you in my mirror
But i see you in your wonder world.
Are your dreams quixotic or feasible?

I look deep into your eyes
I hear your voice and read your words
And i fail to say it to you
"Honey where do i fit? Nowhere. 
So i cant do this....
Anymore...
I cant see myself in dark again
You came too soon"

Could have been the perfect one
But somehow i don't fit in your plan
And you came too soon
But i still wish that you were mine
Wish i could keep you as my sunshine.

You could have been my shining light
Where do i fit in your life?

May be this is our good bye
Wish you could have  been mine

Waking up hurts too much.
Good bye has no good touch.

And i wish i could keep you as my sunshine.


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