Insight through Words

I lie awake , my eyes are all open. I try to do my work. Distract my mind. I am fine, I m just fine, I say I am fine I will be all right this will go away. I smile,  I laugh  like there is no pain Call up my best friend , hangout I go to work, do my job and stay all fine, I try to stay all fine. I feel like i have been running forever I cant feel my wings anymore I wana fly away, just fly away from here. But no matter what I do , How far i run You always catch up with me, yes, you always catch up with me. Your memories, your smile, your promises, they just dig a grave for me and I keep falling back, Oh I keep falling back in love .....with you. I know its been too long since I last heard your voice, But I still remember the way you said my name Yes I do. I remember those frowning lines on your face I remember the ring your mother made you wear And just like a birch bark on fire, my heart, my heart, burns too hot, it burns too hot.