Insight through Words

 I look at mirror  Somedays i look pretty Is there a mirror to look through me? If there was a mirror to see one's heart Somedays mine would be ugly Because i laugh too loud, threaten everyone around Yet with so much noise Can't express my friendship  I joke when i shouldn't I joke when noone is doing so And when joking is everyone's cue Serious talk takes me through I confuse myself with own's action What i say, what i do, what i feel and worse are the viewer's reaction Lol, but i am doing anything but laughing "Were you awake all night? Hahaha lol" But i wasnt being apathetic So hard to explain, i am not an ignorant So much it means, the relation of good friendship I can't explain either, i am an ignorant At times i don't reply because thats my condition A condition of wanting to be alone When cloistered are your emotions I can't explain that i am not an ignorant Forgive me friend, i hurt you too many times Weird is this girl, driven by c