Insight through Words

Lately so much is going on inside my mind. I am having such an unsatiated quest. I want to know about the  beginning/start, the hows and the whys in between, the ending if any. I want to know not only what everybody knows, i want to go deeper and know that's not known to many. Like for example knowledge of the start, why  , how  of the World war or  of the glasses and their recycling. So where did this sudden curiosity come from? It couldn't have started only now to uproar abruptly, Could it? I believe its a side everyone has , just probably hidden, if not out on open, in need of that trigger. And any trigger could possible put it into hiding again.  A hungry  always finds a way to assuage his hunger!! Not always. Sometimes its the situation and some times the boundaries which we don't want to risk fighting in the conquest of satiating our hunger. As a kid i had wanted to  read novels for the sake of knowing what it is like to be occupied by somebody else's word

Could i get a day like yesterday? He comes in white tshirt And gives me a smile I melt right there  but fake a bold smile We pass through the streets  And eat our breakfast Do the grocery shopping We Buy some wine He stares into my eyes While i dive into his The smile he gives Puts me through chills We talk of movies And some paradox He smokes some weed  I try one two puff or three Could i get a day like yesterday Enamored by my sunshine's ray Could i get another day Where its just him and me Could i get another day   Embraced in his arms Could i get another day Where its just him and me And could i get another day clasped in his warm embrace

I express it all in my unspoken words to you But you never read them, I express it all through my eyes  Do you ever see?  If you could break through this wall That i hide under, If only i could break the wall you take cover under, May be i could see the words you havent said, Or may be i would know i have been a flattered fool May be , and may be you will see you make me crazy So many things are unsaid between you and me, But All i want is to know that you love me, I wouldnt know how you spent 7 days of your week And it all wouldnt matter if at the end,  its me you seek Boozing with your pals, bossing around, charming some clients At the end in my arms, if its where you wana be. Yeah i wouldnt dig to know where you have been Wouldnt give much thought on why you were up untill the morning But only if i knew whom you seek If only i knew its only me you are seeing In this game of if, i am not sure whether you are bluffing Having some round of