Insight through Words

Trek To Gosaikunda: Aug 2 2017  - Aug 4 2017 (3 Day trek Kathmandu -Gosaikunda -Kathmandu) The plan to visit Gosaikunda was very abrupt. We were leaving on Wednesday and I was informed on Friday I think. Since my mom had visited the Gosaikunda twice already and it is a very famous pilgrimage my mom gave me permisison immediately. It was the month of Shravan, the month when there is a fair or a mela. Hundreds and thousands of pilgrims come to worship the holyness of Lord Shiva and the lake itself during this month. Its also the month of rain so we were expecting rains during our trek. I had been to hikes before and I had my mom who helped me pack the essentials. From my hiking experience, I had packed the minimal. Day 1: Kathmandu -Dhimsa: On day 1, we had our tickets booked for Pasang Lhamu Bus. One can get the tickets from their counter at Balaju Bypass Junction. One can also reserve a sumo or scorpio which will cost around Nrs 12000/- . The counter had asked us  to co...

Trekking Destination: Annapurna Base Camp Trekking Date: Sep 20 2017 7:00 pm to Sep 26 2017 7:00 am On Wednesday morning, all of the hikers came all set and ready to our office. Our bus ticket was that of 7 pm. Throughout the day, it was hard to totally concentrate on work for obvious reason. Bigyan and Angeela left early as they had to pick bigyan’s back pack from his room while the rest of us left office premise at 5:30 pm. We looked around for taxi until 5:45 pm and were stuck in the traffic in front of office until almost 6 pm. Luckily, we made it before 7 pm. Since gathasthapana was next day, we were afraid we might lose our tickets as it is common for tickets sellers to resale sold seats in high price to other customers. Thankfully that hadn’t happened. PHEWW. Finally, we reached nayapul at around 7 in the morning. From there we took a jeep up to Sewai. There we ordered tea and noodles. After changing our clothes, morning schedule of brushing and etc and having our lunc...

To register for your license under NEC, first you need to get the registration forms. In their official site, there is indeed a "online registration" option but unfortunately it is just a menu option and nothing more as of 2019/January. When filling out the forms you have to be fill the first page in NEPALI .  Please make sure you fill the first page in Nepali. Its compulsory. You have to write details of your name, your family, your permanent and temporary address, citizenship number, current employer. You have to again fill all of this details in English on the next page. On the 3rd page, you fill out details of your education. Education Level, where you studied, what division you scored. Below that, two registered engineer needs to fill out their names , their engineering license number  and signature. Then you have to fill out  the oath in both NEPALI and ENGLISH. At the end, again you have to fill out the application form and fill out the basic details of yourself...

This morning I was telling myself that life is precious. I was telling my self I should not let any negative thoughts cross my mind. Having watched Black hawk down, although I know there a lot of better movies and honestly i did not like the whole idea of how the movie portrayed the action of US or UN high authorities as justifiable, the fact remains that in the name of war and politics, lives are lost. Again I was reminded of how important life is. I was happy I was having this good thoughts. Alas, momentary it was. We let our lives be controlled by others so much that we feel this life does not belong to us, but just belongs to a hypocrite here to please everyone around. I want to slap myself because i cannot tell someone to keep their opinion, or hypocrisy to themselves. I cannot tell someone they have hurt me. And it comes out as rage, it comes out from me as a form of rudeness. May be, it also comes out with negative thoughts. As I am typing, I am having the urge....... Stop co...

5:50 AM: The orange lining of the sky beautified the dawn. The cold wind was rustling as it danced in rhythm with the leaves and branches of the trees around and reddening our noses as we breathed in the fresh cold air. We were cold on the outside with every touch of the chilling breeze and warming up from the inside with every struggling step nearing the tower. Finally, when we reached the top of the view tower, we were left breathless and enthralled as the mountain range and the many hillocks all around the tower came into view. Rightly named, the place with the view of 100 hillocks i.e. Sai-lung, today was glowing from the light of the bright and full moon in the west while we waited for the sun to rise from the east.  At 6:46pm, we finally saw a glimpse of a ray of light. The sun was rising. Everyone geared up and were ready to capture the majestic moment in any way they could. The sun rose like no other day. The sun rose like none of us had ever seen before. Like a bul...

Could write books on memories Couldn't we? But there our brain is Erasing events, erasing embarrassments So some we cherish, some we forget Happy moments, heartbreaking moments lonely moments, sociable moments Some we cherish some we forget Fights and fights, Laughs and Laughs Yelling and Crying Cursing and Missing Acceptance and Rejection Complexity and Confusion And different expectations Needing space, needing compassion Two opposite poles or two sides of coin? Misunderstandings and regrets Overthinking and accusing Upset faces, anger and disappointment  I miss you but this ends here Want no pilot knocking my door Taking control of my life It’s already driven by my fears Fears of failure  Fears of my mother Fears of judgemental society Fears of unknown Memories is all I have now And I miss you But this has to be the end And I miss you Although it not upto you to accept

Hush hush Don’t talk. People judge you. Hush hush  Don’t share people talk you. And hush hush Don’t open, people operate on you And hush hush Don’t blog, people read you Hush hush Cover up, opinions are aiming you Hush hush Hide under, bullets come to you And hush hush Run, they all chase you And hush hush Keep quiet, they might hear you The decisions are made, Your life is planned, 22 to get a degree, A child before 30 Hush Hush, Who are they decide Live your life by your wish