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Everyday without you

Feelings,
I feel the love i have for you is immense.
Feelings,
I feel not i have need of you in life though.
Feelings,
I feel the strong desire to see you in person.

Emotions,
So much of warm emotions that wants to wrap you up in my arm.
Emotions,
A little bit of anger for you being lost, i no not where you hide.
Emotions,
A little bit of pain, for the distance is so big in miles and in bond.

I could only close my eyes
And think of you near me
I could only close my eyes
And wish to dream of you in my sleep
Is this madness or obsession 
I cannot tell
Are you already gone?
Why are you not here?
Why am i here?
Why is there so much distance
Why am i without you
Breathing, alive and leaving
Yet with the feel of you missing
Like all i have could be more defined
My each smile, each laughter,
Every sadness, every success and 
Every failure 
wants your comfort and touch
Help me see life from your eyes
I havent forgotten your voice
My truth are becoming lies
Our truth is becoming a fiction
Like a chapter from a novel i am reciting

I love you immensely , i like to feel
I need the need to need you , i like to feel
The emotion of holding you, i want to behold
My beloved , dont make us a fairytale


Cause my feelings feel the love i have for you is immense
Everyday i wait,
Everyday i am patient
I am not lost , dont want to be lost
I hope of us ,i think of us
Lets us not die , my dear
Cause my feelings feel the love  i have for you is too immense

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