Overwhelming emotions

Rolling drops,

Roll down the cheeks

Keep talking blatantly

So its the only sound you hear

Keep laughing loud

Too loud for everyone

So shame is the only emotion you feel

Lost looking at everyone around

Do they go home to lose hope everytime

Wondering if they are hiding

Drops within their smile

Because rich is powerful

And drama is the winner

Who listens to cries

Not reaching to their ears?

Weak is me, weaker it makes me

Sometimes I lose it, hardly contained patience

Lost are all hopes

Lost are all the battles

And worse is when.....
When you lose all the balance
Crazy you go
Shattered is how it feels
For lost is the balance
Emotionally, spiritually
Agitated and irritated,
Restless the mind is
The heinous depressing disease
Taking you into abyss

For worse is when ,
When lost are all the hopes.

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Days of life

Lifeless am i? Laying down On my bed I cant move I can see I cant hear Thoughts have conjested A cup of tea i ask Nd a bed to sleep And let me live in peace 12 inch washing tub Placed in my bedroom I have shame but had no washroom So let me live in peace So the other day i text ya know? My bunch of people I tell em am tensed got some problem at work Ya know they were tensed equally? Alas not a lil trace of it for me , shoot. Why are you scared? Did you do something wrong? Am only human, too much on my mind, you only add to my pain Oh my mother don't know But she has nothing to worry about She asks me to help her But i cant move a feet She is tired of physical pain I am tired of my thoughts At nights i awoke, there was a fight i had to win Asked for help And now the enemy is butchering me My body lies in my bed Lifeless I cant move a feet I can only see My heart is so heavy Weaving thoughts and we

My Lucid Dream

I want to spread my arms As wide as i can Close my eyes Shut everything off And let myself go Fall so deep And as i fall I want to fly As high as i can go Live my dream Feel the excitement of flying No more as a dream No more so real yet so dreamy feel The clear blue sky above me And oh so far the land is I rest then upon the green grass ground See the beautiful white clouds Like a hot air balloon In the sky I see the beautiful mountains Oh so beautiful they are As i am flying Only my eyes and memories have them captured My eyes open I am in my bed But i cant let go of my dream So i wana spread my arms As wide as i can Shut my eyes off And let myself go Fall deep Fall so deep And as i almost touch the ground I will find my wings....

A strange friendship

Lately I haven't been a morning person. Well who am i kidding i have never been a morning person. Anyways, today i had to visit a temple nearby because my mom wanted me to. So in my own time i went there. I organized my puja thali. And when i was doing so I noticed a little girl who was looking at what i was doing fascinatingly. There was this goat as well who was also fascinated by some flowers and a raddish i had in my thali. I started doing my puja, fully aware the goat was eyeing my puja thali. In our culture we first offer puja to lord ganesh. Only then we offer puja to other gods. After doing the same, offering my puja to lord ganesh,i went inside the main temple of Bhairav. She tagged along and later i realized so did the goat. The goat was disturbing in a cute way. And the lil girl forcefully offered her help by holiding my thali for me. While i was kneeling down and doing my worship, she was making offerings from the thali herself. And our bond started. The tem

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