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Unspoken Feelings

I express it all in my unspoken words to you
But you never read them,
I express it all through my eyes 
Do you ever see?
 If you could break through this wall
That i hide under,
If only i could break the wall you take cover under,
May be i could see the words you havent said,
Or may be i would know i have been a flattered fool
May be , and may be you will see you make me crazy

So many things are unsaid between you and me,
But All i want is to know that you love me,
I wouldnt know how you spent 7 days of your week
And it all wouldnt matter if at the end,  its me you seek
Boozing with your pals, bossing around, charming some clients
At the end in my arms, if its where you wana be.
Yeah i wouldnt dig to know where you have been
Wouldnt give much thought on why you were up untill the morning
But only if i knew whom you seek
If only i knew its only me you are seeing

In this game of if, i am not sure whether you are bluffing
Having some round of games on me?

Yes baby, i am unsure but i am crazy
Whats the future here of you and me?
You say your are moving place
And i wouldnt stop you
But hell how would i do without getting to see you?
Cause now i m used to those small heart attacks you give me
Everytime you hold me and suprise me
A face flushing so red and to a voice growing so dull


If we are apart , let it only be in distance
No promises needed,
Just your honest feelings
Just your honest intention of our Forever,
And just the faith i will have my sunshine shining on me





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