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People often keep talking about freedom. About letting go. About smiling. About looking at brighter sides of life. But is it practical to look at the sunny sides of every event that happens in our life on everyday basis?

Yes we can laugh at a slip on a public road with hundreds of eyes laughing at our awkward fall but how do one laugh off when someone treats you like a trash? Or when your boss pressurizes you to work extra time without any respect for your dedication?
How do you laugh it off when your child snaps at you for trivial matters?
How do you laugh it off when you lose someone forever?
And how do you laugh it off when you love someone (and as the cold play's lyrics go) but it goes to waste?

Now philosophy would be to say love has to be selfless . Love is never a waste but bullshit every love is selfish in one way or other.
I mean we love them and that itself is one selfish act of our heart. And like it has been said we want people we love to be happy!! Why because we are selfish and seeing them happy gives us happiness.

And the next thing is how do you stop worrying about your future? Your current job? What you should do next?  How are you going to make things right?
The way the world and the people are running i have started to question my self whether "we are living to work or are we working to live?"
Are we supposed to run like this all our life? If yes wow where is life then?
Why has this world become so materliastic? Better were the stone aged days it seems where may be people were atleast living together with their families. 
Doesnt the movie "God must be crazy" speak volumes regarding this concern of mine?

And here the people of this world are busy fighting, killing, burning, claiming each other all in the name of their self invented "status" and "rules" and etc. Every now and then my cellphone's notification gets triggered with news feed from CNN and BBC about some plane crash or the Killing or robbery. 
In all this where is freedom? But life goes on. We move on. Is that freedom? No it isnot. Freedom isnot that dark.
Freedom i believe probably is something white, bright and light. 
I am yet to feel it. May be freedom is what heaven is. 



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