Deep. Its deep. The emotion that is controlling me right now is deep. I am feeling some anxiety, fear, insecurity. I am scared. "I dont love you" "I am sorry but i never loved you like......" Her words are echoing through me deep. Deep. Through this abandoned and outmoded park i see a setting sun. A deep tenebrous shade of red has beseiged the clouds. The tree above me is hallowing in pain or is it screaming dance of joy? I am staring at the horizon. "Damn I am a man, for God's sake stop. Please." -I tell myself. I cant find a tissue, who carries it anyway? They are not stopping. "What the fish? " I travelled some pretty miles, crossed some pretty villages , climbed some pretty tough hills , hungry as hell but no appetite, all this hardship so that voice would stop echoing through my whole body, those memories of her would estrange from my heart but these tears of pain are the only thing besides my body sweat that has estranged from my body l
Why is it of heartache we speak? Of silences unspoken? Of tears unseen? Why do we speak of bulging pain and of the moments that were shared? Oh dark room, why are you the answer, Are you a friend or a foe? She is in my dreams again and you are in my reality. Oh dark room, we meet again But Can you keep a secret as we speak again? Or can you bring me news? How is she now? She says you throb her abdomen, as you take over the day? Don't punish her for the sins I have committed. Are you a friend or a foe? The fate may change in this week or two? But my home is where she is cuddling me Her long hair, and pouty mouth Her slender legs and classy puns The road is divided, what guarantees me a good night's sleep?